Complicated.

"The best thing to give to your enemy is forgiveness; to an opponent, tolerance; to a friend, your heart; to your child, a good example; to a father, deference; to your mother, conduct that will make her proud of you; to yourself, respect; to all men, charity." - Dr. Benjamin Franklin

This weekend was so lovely. I stargazed and took long walks. I baked chocolate Guinness stout cake with Bailey's frosting with Futty. I had a magnificent dinner over looking the water at Pilot House with Futty and Doug. Then we made a bonfire and drank some Sailor Jerry's with coke. It all went by so fast. It's finally happened, but the silence is 1000x worse than the outcome I didn't want. At least I would know.