"you're so beautiful, so damn beautiful"

yesterday, i woke up at 9:30 and rolled out of bed for our staff meeting. it was a quick meeting to go over the day's schedule. sometimes, i really hate that i only get the information the day of or the day before. it feels disorganized and i can't even count the many times i had to tell the girls in my suite, "i don't know - let me get back to you." it's hard to feel like i put my best foot forward if i don't have everything i need beforehand. the meeting ended pretty early so natalie, katie and i met up at the gym to work on our cardio before lunch in the tv room. there were some old school hannah barbara cartoons playing. i had a crab salad sandwich on whole wheat bread. it was pretty good, but there was absolutely nothing else that seemed appetizing to me. then natalie had to go to office hours, so i went with her but then we started discussing music so i went to get our computers. but before doing that, i was mad chilly so i went to shower and wear some warm and dry clothes. so we worked on the playlist for awhile until we were pretty much done. natalie was sitting in the middle of the office with her yoga mat, which was prertty funny. jean david had to see willem so he came into the office. he asked about going to sf to buy his mother a present for her birthday from HERMES. what a baller. i am not sure if he still holds anything against me, but at least we seemingly have mutual respect. at 2:30, we had our floor meeting and i got my evaluations back. i might have peeked at them and was reminded how different high schoolers are than college kids. pretty good marks. i won't go much into it but i forget how much people don't say what is on their mind until it's too late. don't you know i would have played icebreakers until you knew each other better than you thought you knew yourself? but if you complain, i won't make you. afterward, i went to meet up with natalie and danielle to finish the final playlist, but we shouldn't have bothered since the students didn't give us music until the moment of the dance. at 5:30 i was a bit tired, hungry and grumpy so i got some bad chinese food at the asian food court off euclid. at 6:15 i went down to help set up but there wasn't much to do so i went to get my ipod and we faked it until we made it. at 6:55, we went to the assembly room to set up for the final dinner. it was really silly to have us serve the lukewarm/ cold entrees of chicken, salmon or vegetable lasagna since time would have better been spent... i don't know... hanging out with our girls and guys before they had to leave? students came up to talk about their RA and i was super excited that hannah, ana and ane came up for me. <3

anyway, at 8, we had desserts and an art show in the rec room. the tiramisu was bomb. then we set up for the dance. the party got bumping at sexy bitch, memories, tik tok, and a few random songs. then it got whack when everyone starting to change it all up......... pietro and jean david started to play their techno music but there were some technical difficulties. at one point, clif or whoever got pietro mad so i went to go talk to him to make sure he was ok. then i talked to victor about music and jd started tapping my shoulder and disappearing. then jeremy did it. and then edgar did it. haha i turned around and tell edgar that he was drinking too much red bull and we laughed (since he gave me the can i had... i might be stringing that inside joke too long, hehe but i still enjoy it).  i got to exit around 10:50 when ana lost her keys. we went to the smoking area and then back to the rec room where she found it on the ground by the pool table. at check in we talked about our days and started getting ready for bed. oh man, the heat isn't working and i've been so cold. now i have cold. brr.